Beau Taplin Madness

These resonate so much with me with eerie accuracy:

Unpredictable

“It terrifies me how talented you are at turning your emotions on and off. How you can be so kind and loving one moment then cold like ice the next. Whenever you open your mouth, I never know whether it’s going to be I love you or It’s over.”

The Brave

“You will not always be strong but you can always be brave.”

The Connection

“My heart is not captured easily. I am disinterested in small talk, disillusioned with love, and too focused on my dreams and aspirations to lend anybody my attention for long. But if we make that connection, if you find your way into my heart, God I will fall for you like gravity has let go of earth.”

These speak so much of my feelings at some point:

The Corner

“There’s a corner of my heart that is yours. And I don’t mean for now, or until I’ve found somebody else, I mean forever. I mean to say that whether I fall in love a thousand times over or once or never again, there’ll always be a small quiet place in my heart that belongs only to you.”

Hear My Heart

“I develop intimate connections with others rarely. A kiss often incites little more than a dull steady thump in my disentranced heart. But you — my god you could shatter me with a single moment of eye contact, or the accidental brush of a hand.”

It

“What am I most afraid of? That maybe you were it and I let you go.”

Vacancies

And there’s a big part of me that wishes I never met you. I preferred the emptiness in me when I didn’t know it was there.”

000

“It’s not that you left. I’m okay with that. I’ve learned to accept it. It’s that it was too damn easy. It’s that you didn’t think twice.”

These are thoughts that keep running in my mind:

The one thing I know for sure

“The only thing I know for sure is that feelings are rarely mutual, so when they are, drop everything, forget belongings and expectations, forget the games, the two days between texts, the hard to gets because this is it, this what the entire world is after and you’ve stumbled upon it  by chance, by accident — so take a deep breath, take a step forward, now run, collide like planets in the system of a dying sun, embrace each other with both arms and let the rules, the opinions, the common sense crash down around you. Because this is love kid, and it’s all yours. Believe me, you’re in for one hell of a ride, after all — this is the one thing I know for sure.”

I knew what I had and now it’s gone.

“Sometimes, you don’t know what you’ve got until it’s gone. And they leave, and you learn to be more appreciative in the future — to be less self-centered. But what about all the times that you do– when you know what you’ve got, when you know how tremendously lucky you are, when everyday is a pleasure and treasured for all that is? I’ll tell you. They leave, and that’s it — it’s neither your fault nor theirs, there’s no life lesson or greater purpose. Sometimes, in life, good things just go. And you never really get over them.”

What If

“Better an oops than a what if.

The Path

“What a terrible waste of a life it is, to always take the easy path, to never know what it is to risk everything for what you love.”

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